corey spears

Look at This

this months Genre features this HOT cousin of mine

In Memory

My sweet Creepy...I miss you so much. Oct-1997 Apr- 2005

 

can you keep........

a secret?

m on his birthday

photo:andy

lying in heaven

with white all around

an honest blessing and a pure whisper

from my lips to your ears that know the sound as familiar and  just as spectacular.

To go from here and share love

you gave to me

helped me find my way

So I can be free

this day and every day of my life.

and it is ecstacy to have

knowing you did that

all makes it worth being in your sweet, nonjudgmental realm...and it loves...oh

how it loves.

on my island of hope

let me surround you

let me be the calm you see

too much I can't say

I fall from god

come here without you.

I need you so.

These words I hear are my medicine.

and you just walk away

the nights too long

cold without you with no words to say

I need you so.

THank you Sarah

Los Angeles

This city is permeated with idiocy.

I do not know who this person is .

I made love, there was love, we said love

touring the surroundings with him and to guesthouses and spent every breathing moment doing nothing and feeling  everything it was another day in paradise followed by another

seeping into each others hearts and dreaming out our life ahead

NOW

I look at pictures and try and see the same person and he is just not there...I am not sad ..I am only disenchanted by love and what it leads me to believe is capable.

Foolish?

I am thinking twice in paradise again.

I am blistered but will walk again.

I am alone

Yet I hear voices and to whom they belong I do not know. nonetheless there are voices. I can tell from the lines on my face that I've been there so give thanks that those young eyes have not seen the paradise and those eyes are so bright and opened and there are mine that have lost the shine you see from years of looking at paradise......think about it.....calling out to men on the street and you will try to walk ....they may acknowledge and they will more likely pass by but they do KNOW you are there.

attracted

photo:KLEMEN

like bees to honey I  do follow.

faithful as ever, you stay.

but you are not what I want and yet you are everything I would have

I have nothing you need but am all that you desire.

The cruelest of jokes.

That is love....cruel and delicious.

another day in paradise

you and me.