corey spears

me in 20 years

I'm slowly becoming this man. My father.

smart

I think I met the new heart
The one that I search
The one that I know
I begin to wonder about,
to love and long for.
I smile about this heart.
I am nervous and my face twitches.
I feel ugly and raw.
and the moon begins to mean more.
opened by this heart.
I am bleeding
but this heart that supports
those beautiful and weak eyes
this heart which I barely know
and feel warm next to,
It puts me to sleep at night and maybe comes to me
in a dream.
I think this heart will beat for me and keep
rhythm to my own.

NYC dreaming

pic by Jimmy James
ahh my birthday was so great. thanks to matty for another great trip. thanks for all the sweet bday msgs from everyone.

TODAY MAY 7TH 2004

Is my birthday. I am 29 now. Can you help me? round round standing round all day.I am in NYC.

amazing

I wanted to believe in you
maybe even your details.
Isn't that where you are supposed to be?
I guess you are in disguise.
But never revealing yourself.
There is no saviour
Nor any messiah.
You have left.
I am not open to your suggestions.
My reflection has walked away
Your love is not going to set me free.
Time will not tell.
Mass hysteria has yielded blindness to all who are available
to your insatiable needs.
I think Your absence is amazing.