Go ahead

there aren't enough stupid pills to take
and this pen smears across the page
every inch of its tracks has your
image and attitude... and even your smile.
its happy through and through.
do not twist these words
do not frown upon this.
but please let my heart go as there would
be more to offer when it is free.
not bound.
bound by kisses and laughter and of course your scent and
your thighs and that curve of your cheek.
trying to sleep and not have these sweet attributes of yours crowd
me is simply awful.
Daring me to find this elsewhere.
The adulation that has filled my pages, warmed my soul and
redefined serenity.