corey spears

sea me again

my only ocean and its tides
they crash and I hear you
I swim and you are all around me...cold...and wet
sometimes on my feet
sometimes in my hair
The sun is bright and I squint and I can see you.
I swallow sea water and taste you.
All that is you is in the oceans...all oceans
every thruth that is you
is told to me
in each break in the waves

dance to leaving

you dance together
slowly
you both know
I am watching
swaying hips
stomachs tightening , legs locking
unusual groove complements unusual coupling
I whisper in his ear softly
he smells so nice
that area on his neck by his ear and his hairline
I want to kiss it.
you still dance
his back to me.
when he turns,
I will still be here.

bitter

I don't want to know
I don't want to fuck
I want to disregard
schedule that in
I don't want to reveal
I can't listen to my ego
I want a chain of guardians
My peace is there
I want you to reveal
and listen and want
I haven't much time
I don't know for sure
I never liked lying
I always do
I can't chase anything
I want it in my path
to be devoured or delighted in
or despised or indifferent to.
silent and ignored
loud and ignored
justly ignored
they call and I don't care.
they don't care.
sarcastic cycle.
I feel the shift.

FOR YOUR SANITY

if I face you and look you over, is
your right side pulling me?
or is it stifled by your past?
Make a move on me so I can feel for myself how you
draw them in.
bees and honey
kittens to milk
Is that what they see?
Ice blue with startling red?
gold and white or dullness?
what was , or what will be?
I know you are trapped.